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update time [Mar. 21st, 2006|01:49 am]
[music |touch the sky- kanye west]

philanthropy week has been nothing but crazyiness! we've raised alot so far; however, not close yet to our goal of $5,000. if you want to show up to anything this week here is a list of the remaining events:

21st Ladies night w/ LXA
22nd Mexican Fiesta at the house 5-7
23rd LXA Date Auction location TBA
24th TBA
25th Human Foosball at Finch w/ special band guest Silverland



until next time...peace out
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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2006|11:20 am]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |bow wow ft. ciera- like you]

better mood now... i talked things over with a few people and they made me realize my life doesnt suck. i just tend to over analyze alot of stuff.



i'll update more later...i'm off to lunch with pepper
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depressed [Mar. 1st, 2006|12:57 am]
i don't know why i feel like shit. i have a great girl, good friends, and good health. so why am i like this? is something missing?
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not a moment too soon [Feb. 27th, 2006|04:16 pm]
[mood | tired]
[music |young geezy- soul survivor]

well the past 2 months have been nothing short of busy as usual. it seems like i'm constanly on the move. i don't have much time to update this thing so here it goes:

- i celebrated my 6 month anniversary with julia last friday. i took her out to dinner to applebee's and we came back to my place and watched a movie. i kept it low-key because we were both tired.
- officiating basketball and soccer games are done. i swear many people treat IM sports as the NBA. you are playing for fun, don't get pissy at the refs if they miss one call out of 10.
- school has been a pain in the ass. i recently changed my major to health fitness. with this change, i know have graduation in sight, may of 2008. i'm glad i didnt get into the athletic training program. toward the end of last semester, i was close to burnout, and the ATR instructors expected me to be completely devoted to the "program" for over 30 hours per week.
- andrew is leaving for the air force on wednesday. brad and i went to his going away party in holland this past weekend. i'm gonna miss that kid.

there is more to come later....


until next time...peace out
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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2006|11:45 pm]
How tall are you barefoot?
~5'10

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
~no

3. Do you own a gun?
~ no i don't

4. Rehab?
~no

5. Would you ever "do" someone in their parents bed?
~yeah

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
~the dog or the food?

7. What's your favourite Christmas song?
~12 pains of christmas

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
~water or hot chocolate

9. Do you do push-ups?
~yeah almost everyday

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
~umm..what kind of questions are these?

11. Are you vegetarian?
~hell no

12. Do you like painkillers?
~hahah..yeah about that

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
~make eye contact

14. Do you own a knife?
~aj just gave me a pocket knife

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
~yeah

16. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings?
~ wouldn't know but once i have money i'm getting one

17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
1. i have the best girlfriend
2. how am i gonna graduate in the near future
3.

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought:

--1.) Beer
--2.) Gas
--3.) Lil Chef

19. Name five alcholic drinks you regularly drink:
--1.) Milk
--2.) Water
--3.) Labatt Blue
--4.) Bud Light
--5.) Grape Juice

20. What time did you wake up today?
~7:30

21. Current hair?
~short

22. Current worry?
~me? worry? ha

23. Current hate?
~i dont hate...i dislike

24. Favorite place to be?
~in my house in southgate

25. Least favorite place to be?
~your mom

26. Where would you like to go?
~Germany & Ireland

27. What do you wear when you go to sleep?
~boxers

28. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
~married, 2 kids, and doing cardiac rehab/ personal training

29. Do you burn or tan?
~tans

30. Last thing you ate?
~bannana

31. Would you be a pirate?
~some people say i'm a dirty pirate hooker

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
~saturday night

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
~quite a few

34. What did you fear was going to get you as a child?
~boogie man

35. What's in your pockets right now?
~i'm wearing boxers at the moment...so nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
~Chuck Norris jokes

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
~Space Jam

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
~mild concussion and two cracked teeth

39. What are your dreams like?
~ mostly good

40. how many TVs do you have in your house?
~ 4

41. Who is your loudest friend?
~Arganbright, especially when he's drunk

42. Who is your most silent friend?
~dunno

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
~yeah ;-)

44. Do you wish on stars?
~sometimes

45. What is your favorite book?
~tuesdays with morrie

46. What is your favourite candy?
~Snickers

47. What song do you want played at your wedding?
~Magic Carpet Ride of course! what LXA bro doesn't?

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
~Let the Lord be your Sheppard

49. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
~Lil Chef with Mike Hull, Mal, Dustin, and Rizzo

50.What song describes you current feelings/mood?
~Lights and Sounds- Yellowcard
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stole from bradizzle [Jan. 19th, 2006|05:23 pm]
_____Best________
1. Male friend: Brad, Mike, Dustin, Mike Hull
2. Female friend: Ashley, Emily, Kristen
3. Vacation: Canada
4. Age: 21
5. Memory: 21st birthday
6. Talent: lifting, football

______Worst________
1. Time of day: morning
2. Day of the week: monday
3. Food: nuts
4. Memory: spring '05
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: no comment
6. Habit: biting my nails

_______Last__________
1. Person you saw: mike hull, dustin, and brad
2. Talk on the phone: julia
3. Hugged: julia
4. Text Messaged: heather
5: Commented: peace
6. Thing you ate: subway

_______First_________
1. Kiss: susan
2. serious boyfriend or girlfriend: danielle
3. Car: 1999 Escort
4. First school: St Sebastian
5. Job: Baseball Scorekeeper
6. Word: mama

_______Today________
1. What are you doing now: talking online
2. Tonight: movie with my girl, mike, and his lady friend
3. Wearing: LXA sweatshirt that has Andrew's Big Bro and gym pants
4. What did you eat for lunch: wrap from the UC
5: Better than yesterday?: yeah
6. Why: less stress

______Tomorrow___________
1. Is: Friday
2. Got any plans: 10am class, homework, working out, and cleaning
3. Goal: clean my kitchen
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: clean
5. Do you have work: no
6. Likes about tomorrow: hangin out with my girl tmm nite

________Fave's__________
1. Number: 19
2: Song: Fall Out Boy- Dance Dance
3. Color: Red
4. Season: Summer
5. State: Florida
6. Food: Subway, Pizza

________Currently_________
1. Are you in love?: Yeah
2. Dating someone: Yeah and loving it
3. Missing someone: missing a few people
4. Liking someone: eh...hahah
5. Mood: crabby
6. Wanting: these light headed spells to go away
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another survey but i will be updating tmm [Jan. 7th, 2006|11:49 pm]
Another overview of 2005:

My 2005:
[P E O P L E]
1. Good friends? Erik, Dustin, Brad, Wes, Dave, Mike, Shaun, Hanna, Jon, and Kristen
2. Best girlfriend? Julia
3. Lost any friends? yeah but its their fault
4. Gained any friends? yeah a few- mike and chris
5. Met a New Friend? isn't this the same question?
[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country? land up north
2. cool places in MI? mt pleasant bitches
3. New school? i wish...ha
.4. How many times on an airplane? don't like flying
5. Road trips? yeah a few..one out to lake orion
[Y O U]
1. Have you changed? yeah i would think so
2. New look? hair a little shorter
3. Any new additions? prolly 5 lbs
4. Biggest conflict this year? roomate drama, sports medicine
5. Most depressed time this year? last march and a few days ago
[L O V E]
1. Did you fall in love? yeah
2. Did you get heartbroken? yeah that too
3. Who was your summer love? started out with jacqui then moved on to another random...HAHA just kidding
4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? one for real...one that i was talking to
5. Favorite date? Pistons game...oh wait thats this year. probably mountain town for my girl's b-day
[S E A S O N S]
1. Favorite Season? summer
2. Least favorite season? spring
3. Good birthday? got fucking trashed
4. Any snow this year? ha..snow. try 2 feet of snow for a couple weeks
5. Highest temperature? in the early 100s
[F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S]
Snuck out- not gonna lie, and i still have a curfew at home...wtf?
Met a person who will change your life - yeah she has
Kept your resolution- yeah actually
Got arrested- no but i know a few that have
Had a first something- umm yeah about that
Drank Alcohol- ha...you know me
Smoked weed/drugs- yeah
Did anything illegal- yeah
Kissed a boy/girl- yeah
Had a crush- yesssss
Liked someone who didn't like you- yeah...what a tease
Got bad grades- one bad grade that cost me
Got a myspace- yeah most of you that are reading this are on mine
Learned an instrument- yeah, learned some from snyder
Spent over 1 million dollars- umm, maybe close to it on beer haha
Went streaking- umm..my name is not andrew brower
Done something you shouldn't have- yeah- at the beginning of the year
Kept a secret- yeah, surprisingly for me
Done something you totally regret- no, i live life with no regrets
Changed your view on things- no i still view things the same
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refresh from the past year [Dec. 19th, 2005|10:09 pm]
1) Was 2005 a good year for you? it was rather depressing but still good

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?: Christmas Time

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? not getting into "The Program" last spring, uncle's death, mom's and other uncle's heart attack

4) Where were you when 2005 began?: Mt. Pleasant with a few bros

5) Who were you with?: andrew, phil, pilecki, reid, jake, and others

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? probably mt p again

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? prolly phildo and other people who make the trip to mt pleasant

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?: yeah ;-)

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?: yeah- try not to be that pesimistic

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?: yeah...to some girl :-D

11) If yes, with who?:Julia Marie Hyde 8/24/05

12) If yes, do they know? DUMB QUESTION

14) Do you regret it? hell no

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?: No

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?: Yeah

17) Who are your favorite new friends?: Brad, Dustin, Mike, Chris

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?: August

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? yeah..to the great upnorth

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? 1...Ohio

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?: Yeah...Uncle Joe and Aunt Cesila

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?: yeah, i miss my girlfriend rite now here at home :(

23) What was your favorite Movie that you saw in 2005?: Dukes of Hazzard

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?: This is how a heart breaks- rob thomas & Have a nice day- Bon Jovi

25) What was your favorite record(s) from 2005?: Have a Nice Day- Bon Jovi

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? One, my first with Bradizzle...Brad Paisley

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?: that one

28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?: hahah...thats an understatement

29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?: nope

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?: umm...yeah not gonna say

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?: went to formal with a bitch

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?: its a secret...haha

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?: nope

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?: yeah, one person did

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?: quite a bit

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?: gaining an awesome girlfriend

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?: drunkeness in canada in the summer

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change: probably some of spring semester, but i guess can't go back and i'll deal with it

40) What are your plans for 2006?: get back on track with school, even though i have a 3.2 GPA it could be better
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hmm...i wonder why :-p [Dec. 12th, 2005|08:56 pm]
Your 2005 Song Is

Don't Phunk With My Heart by the Black Eyed Peas

"I always want you with me
I'll play Bobby and you?ll play Whitney"

You were insanely in love in 2005 - and still might be!
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(no subject) [Nov. 24th, 2005|03:16 pm]
[mood | anxious]
[music |Kenny Chesney- There goes my life]

>- - - - - - HAVE YOU EVER - - - - - -

Been so drunk you blacked out? Yeah, a couple times

Missed work because it was raining? no

Put a body part on fire for amusement: nope

Been hurt emotionally: yes

Kept a secret from everyone: yes, i have a big mouth at times, but i can keep some secrets

Had an imaginary friend: yeah when i was 4

Had a New Kids on the Block tape: no, wtf?

>- - - - - - - RIGHT NOW - - - - - - - - - -

>

Shampoo: Head and Shoulders

Body Wash: Suave

Hair Color: Brown

Day/Night: Day

Summer/Winter: Winter

Lace or Satin: Lace

Favorite Food: Turkey...its thanksgiving :-p

Favorite Movie: Tommy Boy

Favorite Book: Tuesdays with Morrie

Favorite Ice Cream: Superman...yeah i know i'm still a kid

Favorite Subject: Anatomy

Favorite Words: i wanna be on you

Favorite beer: bud light, labatt's, bud select

Wearing: polo shirt, jeans

Hair is: gellin like a fellin

Eating: about to eat thanksgiving dinner

Drinking: water

Thinking: how i'm gonna pass my oral practical on tuesday



>- - - - - - - LAST TIME YOU - - - - - - -

Wore a skirt: haven't done

Met someone new: last night stocking chips

Cleaned your room: yesterday

- - - - - - - - DO YOU BELIEVE IN - - - - - - - -

Your friends: Yes

Santa Claus: No

Tooth Fairy: i wish there was one...i need money badf

Destiny/Fate: yes, everything happens for a reason..do you guys read my lj's?

Angels: Yes



- - - - - - - - FRIENDS AND LIFE - - - - - - - -



Who have you known the longest of your friends? Eric Roberts and Andrew Perez

Who is the shyest of your friends?

Weirdest/Funny? mike hull- weirdest jason- funniest

Who do you go to for advice? Chachi, Brad, Jason, Stacie, and of course Julia

Who do you cry to? i dont cry except when shit hits the fan

When did you cry the most? probably last spring when everything in my life was going wrong

Best feeling in the world world? would be when i do...getting into the sports medicine program

Worst Feeling? physically- when you have a deep inner ear infection; mentally- oh you know

Where did i get this from? Brad
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Mother of God! [Nov. 10th, 2005|11:16 am]
[mood | calm]
[music |bon jovi- have a nice day]

wow its been so long since i updated this thing. so much has happend since i last updated 3 months ago.

firstly, i have a girlfriend now. julia and i have been dating for the past two and a half months, and i can say its the best thing thats happend to me this year. i havent been so happy in a long time and im glad to have her in my life. i love you babe

also, i was sick for almost a month two weeks ago. i was in and out of the doctor's office and the hospital. at the beginning of october i went to the mt pleasant hospital due to dizzy spells and anxiety. it turns out there they diagnosed me with anxiety. well, i got the medication for it and unfortunately it got worse. so i went home that weekend to check it out, and the doctor told me i had a serious ear infection. i was on the DL for a long time. basically, i went to class, ate, and slept. never in my life have i ever felt my like shit. it seriously felt like my head was gonna explode. the new medication they put me on relieved most of the swelling and now im just starting to get better. one scary episode after another this year.

my days are getting busier now that i'm better. the athletic training program has got me by the nuts and i really haven't spent any quality time with my friends lately. in the next couple of weeks i have an oral practical and written exam on top of the volleyball rotation they gave me. these next few weeks are gonnna be hard so hopefully i can bear down and get in the program.

lastly, i've decided i'm know longer gonna keep a grudge with anyone. last week, i talked to snyder for the first time since he dropped. i can't be mad at him for doing that. it was his decision to not come back. i guess the anxiety over stupid shit caused my ear infection to feel worse than what it was.

anways, tonight i'm having people over for Presidents and Assholes Thursdays. i'll keep this updated more the next few weeks.


until next time...peace out
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stole this one from jason [Nov. 10th, 2005|11:07 am]
TEN FIRSTS:
First Best Friend: Andrew Perez
First Screen Name: rdwing1230
First Pet: Dog, Woofy
First Piercing: haven't had one
First Crush: April Sasinowski
First CD: Soundtrack to Space Jam
First Car: 1999 Escort LS
First Love: Nicole Cooper
First Stuffed Animal: a teddy bear i still have

NINE LASTS:
Last Alchoholic Beverage: had a beer with mike two nights ago
Car Ride: driving home from class last night
Last Movie Seen: Waterboy again
Last Phone Call: Dustin
Last CD Played: Bon Jovi
Last Bubble Bath: probably when i was still a kid
Last Time You Cried: when i had my anxiety attacks a month ago

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS:
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes
Have you ever skinny dipped: yeah it was sweet
Have you ever been on TV: yeah
Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: no shit happens
Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: yes
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: yeah

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING:
1. Lambda Chi hoodie my big sis got me
2. new balance shoes
3. socks
4. shorts
5. boxers
6. a puzzled look
7.

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. woke up
2. went to the house
3. checked my email
4. called my girlfriend
5. attempted to go to the gym
6. typing this entry

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1. family
2. lambda chi
3. friends
4. athletic training
5. JULIA

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO:
1. matt hanna
2. shaun
3. brad
4. mike


THREe CHOICES:
1. Black or White: white
2. Hot or Cold: hot
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. work for the redwings
2. travel to europe

YOUR WORST FEAR:
1. my family's health

ONE THING YOU REGRET:
1. i don't regret anything...everything happens for a reason
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i don't have good entries anymore [Sep. 28th, 2005|04:11 pm]
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must reply with a memory of me. It can be anything you want - good or bad, just as long as it happened. Then post this up yourself and see what people remember about you.
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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2005|02:18 am]
Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
See thehighrollin40's results. )
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so long and goodnite... [Aug. 30th, 2005|10:01 am]
Body:
Last Cigarette: two weeks ago
Last Kiss: saturday nite
Last Cry: probably a week ago when i got my wisdom teeth taken out
Last Library Book Checked Out: not sure
Last Book Read: umm...
Last Cuss Word Uttered: FUCK
Last Beverage Drank: water
Last Food Consumed: reese's cereal
Last TV Show Watched: sportscenter
Last CD Played: my chemical romance
Last Thing Written: paper for english
Last Words Spoken: milk was a bad choice
Last Sleep: HAHAHA...i get sleep?
Last Ice Cream Eaten: blueberry icecream
Last Time Wanting to Die: never
Last Big Car Ride: drive back up from southgate
Last Crush: this one girl i know that lives in saxe ;)
Last Annoyance: joey harrington's incompletions
Last Disappointment: i have to agree with ziegler..definetly snyder
Last Time Scolded: my mom beats me regularly.......i'm kidding
Last Web Site Visited: this site?

NUMBER OF
piercings = 0
tattoos = 0
shoe size = 11
hair color = dark brown
siblings = 2

LAST
movie you bought = been awhile
song you listened to = helena
song that was stuck in your head = welcome to detroit
person that's called you= shaun
friend you made = sean, ashley's boyfriend, whos thinking about rushing

DO
you have a crush on someone: yes :D
you wish you could live somewhere else: no..well maybe arizona
you think about suicide: heck no
others find you attractive: i'm dead sexy
you want more piercings/which do you have?: yeah
you do drugs = no
you smoke = no
you like cleaning = don't mind it
you like roller coasters = oh yeah
you write in cursive or print = a mix of both

FOR OR AGAINST
long distance relationships: for it
suicide= against it
killing people = against
driving drunk = against..but i have done it
soap operas = against


FAVORITE
thing to do: hanging out with my girlfriend
thing to talk about: sports, cars
sports: hockey, football, baseball
drinks: labatt blue light, bud light, long islands
movies: eurotrip, old school, longest yard

HAVE YOU
ever cried over a girl: no
ever cried over a boy: no
ever lied to somebody: yeah
ever been in a fist fight: yeah i have..busted some kid's nose back in 6th grade
ever been arrested : no


NUMBER
.. of times you have been in love? a few
.. of times you have had your heart broken? couple times
.. of girls you have kissed? On the lips? oh geez
.. of boys you have kissed? none
.. of drugs taken illegally?
.. of people you would trust with your life? about 5
.. of people you consider your enemies? no one
.. of times your name has appeared in the newspaper? five times
things in your past that you regret? nothing
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ouch [Aug. 23rd, 2005|04:55 pm]
[mood | uncomfortable]
[music |rob thomas- this is how a heart breaks]

update time, right now i'm recovering from minor surgery. i came home late sunday night from michigan international speedway to have all four of my wisdom teeth taken out this morning. dr. howard, my new dentist, gave me a few shots of novacaine and nitrious oxide, laughing gas, to make sure i didn't feel anything. everything went really good, and it took less than two hours to get done. yeah, the recovery will take some time, but i'm hoping to return to mt pleasant thursday to hangout with everyone again.


last week, i moved back up to mt pleasant for a few days to move into my new apartment. despite mt. p being mostly deserted the whole time, i spent some quality time fixing up my room and drinking with some of the brothers. tuesday nite, we kicked off melody, jenny, and jones' new apartment at tallgrass with a party. needless to say, i got pretty wasted that nite at their apartment, and later on that nite i made it a habit to drunk dial a few friends.


this past weekend, about 16 of the brothers and two of the brothers' girlfriends worked MIS. it wasn't too much waking up at 4:30 both saturday and sunday morning to serve beer and pop to toothless, redneck hicks, but it was some good bonding time with some brothers i don't get a chance to hangout with like ben and keaton. oh yeah, i didn't have a tent to sleep in all weekend, so me and mike had the bright idea to camp out in each of our ions!


i'm really disappointed that last week i found out both of my fraternity little brothers are leaving the group. andrew left because he got kicked out of central, and josh quit because of he is a big douchebag, and didn't like the group in general. i'm not really mad at andrew at all because i guess college isn't for him, and it's like that for some people. on the otherhand, josh really pissed me off. he gave way too many excuses why he is leaving, and even made it a point to argue with me online when i was drunk after melodie's party. its up to him if he still wants to be friends with me.


well, i'm off to finish the rest of my milkshake. i can only eat soft foods for the next week, and i can't drink from a straw until my stitches heal.

until next time...peace out
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packing it all up and heading up north [Aug. 15th, 2005|12:57 am]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Gorillax- Feel good]

i move up to mt pleasant tomorrow! i just got done packing everything and wow does my room look empty. i don't think its been this empty since we moved to this house 6 years ago. well thats all for now, i'll update later



until next time...peace out
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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2005|10:51 pm]
Post one song that reminds you of me, and why.
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bad mood [Jul. 24th, 2005|01:21 am]
[mood | aggravated]
[music |welcome to detroit- eminem]

update time once again. nothing has been going in my life rite now. it just seems like the same thing happens every single day all summer long. get up, workout, eat, shit, work, and hangout with some friends (with the occassional canada trip in there). it gets boring after awhile. i'm not saying that my friends suck or my jobs suck balls, cause they don't, but i need a change.....

last night i went to canada with julia, shaun, and tiff. we all met up at my house around 9ish and headed to the land up north. we played a few games at the casino then went to the bars along the strip. every single bar we went to had basically no drink specials which sucked, but i had a good time. definetly blew 60 bucks on drinks for the nite (Oh yeah, rum and coke is definetly my new favorite drink).

i had to mention that because it was a little break from me feeling like shit. i guess thats what a livejournal is rite? maybe. maybe not. i really have been contemplating on alot of decisions i have made over the last two years at college and i realized i made a few mistakes, but it doesn't mean that people should still be giving you shit for it 7-8 months later. definetly have drank too much, dated some difficult girls, and got in some really petty fights. i'm really fucking sick of people focusing on that shit, instead of moving past that stuff. if you think i'm talking about you, i'm probably not, so don't get bitchy with your comments on here.

i'm not trying to impress anyone. i never have, and never will. to quote a great movie, anchorman, thats how i roll, i don't do stuff to show off, i do it cause i enjoy it. i'm really sick of the same old high school fucking drama. i've been out of high school for a little over two years and i've dealt with more stuff out of it then i did when i was attending GR.

these were really random thoughts tonite and theres more to come, but thats all i can think of rite now cause i'm tired and i have to work early in the morning.
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its another one [Jul. 18th, 2005|11:34 pm]
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND M0RE --*I put this in here once. If you already filled it out go ahead and do i again or just skip it. BUT FILL OUT THE TOP HALF!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Describe me in one word.
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What reminds you of me?
8. If you could give me anything what would it be?
9. How well do you know me?
10. When's the last time you saw me?
11. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
12. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you
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